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Today our schools dance courses provided their fellow schoolmates with an afternoon of their productions. A mother of one of the dancers was sitting next to me. When her daughter took the stage, she started crying and didn't stop until long after the performance had ended. I usually don't like to show affection, least in public, but I felt like giving her a hug. Lately I've had this kind of feelings where I suddenly have the urge to hug someone, not just anyone but particularly someone. Last week in theatre it was the person playing a desperate and sad character. I'm not sure what it really is that is stopping me from being more physically close with people. In the past I've made it really clear that I'm not the hugging-type and maybe I feel uncertain about breaking the image people have of me.

My hair is incredibly dark by nature. I always thought they were nearly blond.